Psalm 46:10 “He says, ‘Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.’”
It’s been a few years since I have sat beside the absolute stillness of a lake in the wee hours of the morning just as the sun is rising. When I say stillness, I almost need to add extra adjectives so one grasps how absolutely still the water appeared. Looking out upon the water, it was if the Lord placed a beautiful mirror upon the surface reflecting back His glory. This breathtaking view immediately brought me naturally into His presence, as it so clearly was such a display of the grandeur of His creation. His words kept repeating in my heart…”Be still and know that I am God.”
Be still and dwell upon who God truly is, remember all that He has done and let your heart overflow with thanksgiving towards God who created all this beauty!
As I sat on a bench and enjoyed sipping on my coffee, it was difficult to not just break out in song to our majestic King. In the silence of my heart I was singing but I was careful not to interrupt the holiness of the silent stillness. (And I don’t actually sing and didn’t want to cause anyone experiencing this moment to be distracted.)
I didn’t want these moments to end but I knew the stillness would at one point become broken. I grabbed my iPhone in an attempt to capture the beauty through a lens but of course any digital version pails in comparison to experiencing it with physically with all of your senses. A photo lacks the true depth of the lake, the changing colors as the sun begins to glisten across the water, the feel of the gentle breeze and the smell of the water. I want to capture this magnificence into a bottle and continue to live in this moment but I know that I cannot.
I take out my Bible and begin to read and spend some time allowing the Lord to speak to me through His word. Over time some fish begin to come to the surface and cause a bubble to form, which sends a ripple effect of circles radiating across the water breaking the glasslike water…still beautiful but the perfect stillness was broken. A few ducks then glide across the surface gracefully creating V’s which follow behind them. Before I knew it, the breeze picked up and water begins to move with a continuous motion and I know at this point, the stillness of the early morning has left and the day has begun. Even the boats are beginning to head out onto the water so the natural ebb and flow of the waves will continue until late into the evening.
I want to go back to the stillness but you just can’t calm the water once the movement has begun.
After thinking back on this, the Lord gently reminded me that this is how my heart is often like this. The Lord wants to meet with me before all the activity of the day begins to disturb the stillness of my heart. As I wake up each morning, I want my first moments to be taking in His beauty found in His Word without allowing the distractions of the world to lead me astray.
This morning I woke up early before the sun had a chance to rise and I quietly headed downstairs to my favorite table where my Bible, journal and pen awaited me. I grabbed my coffee and sat down to allow God’s word to fill my heart. What a glorious time it was to begin the day with the quiet and steadfastness of His Word to fill my mind and heart.
I might not be able to recreate the perfect stillness of a glasslike lake each morning but I can choose to allow God to be the first to enter the recesses of my heart each day. Too often, I grab my phone first thing in the morning as I sip on my coffee but I am learning how even those few moments of glancing at texts, Instagram and email will cause my heart and mind to wander into “my plans” for the day and it is honestly almost impossible for me to once again to return to the stillness of allowing only God to fill my first moments and lead me into His perfect plans for me.
Mary Fahnestock and her college sweetheart, Matt, have been married 27 years, have lived in WI, VA, TX, and they currently live in Ann Arbor, MI. She is learning to embrace the “empty nest” years along with the travel which goes along with having her three grown children on both the east and west coasts. Mary enjoys spending time with her family, wherever and whenever they can gather, as well as reading, studying the Word, and spending time soaking in the beauty of God’s creation.